Do it, afraid
But that“it,” that’s not what I really have to do.
That’s not what my seizing soul screams me to.
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INCANTATIONS
divinityranchvibes
- Nov 10, 2022
- 5 min
You don't like me?!! That must mean there's something wrong with YOU (... wait, what?)
There's actually no fundamental problem with me or another person if either one of us doesn't want to engage in relationship with the other.
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divinityranchvibes
- Nov 7, 2022
- 7 min
Inequality in “Porn” (Vulgar versus Virtuous, and no in between)
A woman is allowed ONLY sexual capital/legitimacy, OR all the other kinds of worth & legitimacy reflected by her being, but not BOTH & ALL.
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divinityranchvibes
- Oct 31, 2022
- 1 min
sustainable connection
sustainability:
we connect
asking for
what's needed
with receiving
what gives.
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divinityranchvibes
- Oct 26, 2022
- 14 min
The Story of Coming to Decide to Leave
A Universe of false starts that finally exponentiated into the end of everything I'd ever known, and the beginning of The Wild Way Home.
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divinityranchvibes
- Oct 25, 2022
- 1 min
Every body
We are all becoming conscious to help all bodies transcend historical trauma through conscious awareness ...
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divinityranchvibes
- Oct 24, 2022
- 4 min
a journal of occurrences
i want to see what it’s really like to be human,
says the goddess.
show me.
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divinityranchvibes
- Oct 17, 2022
- 12 min
i want it ALL
I'm not really loving any part of myself until I love all of myself. To know my full self, I simply look upon myself lovingly, my whole self
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divinityranchvibes
- Oct 14, 2022
- 5 min
practicing turning myself on
January 22, 2021 morning Cody, Wyoming Last night I affirmed a suspicion of mine that had crept in. Call it a revelation. I realized I’m...
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divinityranchvibes
- Oct 13, 2022
- 8 min
Snowy Tennessee Morn
the symphony of tawny dives in and orange-bellied dips out, beaky brown lips breaking bloody holly sustenance open to fuel their way South
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divinityranchvibes
- Oct 12, 2022
- 2 min
Electricity! Flow Through Me
I think I am driving when I am being driven.
I think I am breathing when I am being breathed.
I think I am living when I am being lived.
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divinityranchvibes
- Oct 10, 2022
- 5 min
Find It on the Inside
When we learn to cultivate states of peace, to reside from a peaceful place more and more, we begin to discern the perfection in everything.
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divinityranchvibes
- Oct 9, 2022
- 3 min
A Set of Sunset Soul Poems
As long as I pretend
Someday I could love you as
You love me
I keep us both from becoming
Who we’re meant to be.
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divinityranchvibes
- Sep 2, 2022
- 11 min
I'm going to buy a van!!! ("huge huge huge revelations")
As women, if we don’t uncover what's unconsciously informing the way we experience the world, we literally live our lives trying to be this
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divinityranchvibes
- Jul 21, 2022
- 3 min
How to Be a Warrioress (á la Aikido)
Lifetime Aikido practitioner Kesia Nagata's take on what Aikido means to her.
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divinityranchvibes
- Jul 17, 2022
- 6 min
the journey to relaxation
What I most want to show with my life and my story is the process.
That whatever I understand now, wasn't something I always understood.
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divinityranchvibes
- Jun 21, 2022
- 4 min
to alchemize every ordinary moment into something extraordinary
During January, 2021, the idea sprouted to buy a van and go out and live on the road. Within this epiphany came the understanding that my...
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divinityranchvibes
- Jun 11, 2022
- 11 min
"Life Doesn't Discriminate Between the Sinners & the Saints" -- my takeaways from "Hamilton"
I spent ten days of January, 2021 --- including my 31st birthday --- with my cousin and best friend, Cat, staying together at her...
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divinityranchvibes
- May 25, 2022
- 6 min
A Little Bit About Me ... (as recorded for a new friend)
Voice Memo Numero Uno Virginia to Kes sent January 2, 2021, 4:29 pm recorded in Cody, Wyoming received in Kispiox Valley, British...
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divinityranchvibes
- May 22, 2022
- 4 min
A Letter to (and from!) a New Friend
photo by Kesia Nagata Just after Christmas in Cody, Wyoming in 2020, someone commented on one of my youtube videos and asked if I had...
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divinityranchvibes
- May 15, 2022
- 12 min
The Praying Over
photo by Jamie Schmidt The below is a transcription of one of the most sacred, prophetic, “seen” moments of my life, when five dear...
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divinityranchvibes
- May 14, 2022
- 4 min
Come Along With Me: On the Wild Way Home
Dearest ones, It's been awhile! And here I am again, in the midst of the Wild Unknown, following a yearlong whirlwind of The Wild Way...
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divinityranchvibes
- Nov 26, 2021
- 1 min
Dear Me, You, Us, Ourselves {from me, you, us, ourselves}
(hey you. here is a letter i once wrote to a lover. now i am that lover. so you see, i reclaim it; this letter is from me = for me. i now...
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divinityranchvibes
- Sep 24, 2021
- 6 min
Love Falls like Rain
Monday, August 16, 5:30 am Casa Frida, San Agustinillo, Oaxaca I didn’t realize it was so late. Thunder clears its throat as a truck...
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divinityranchvibes
- Sep 23, 2021
- 2 min
Following Flippersteps
I stopped in the white smoky last-of-day sun and squinted hard, bending for a better look at the stamp pressed in the powdery high...
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divinityranchvibes
- Sep 22, 2021
- 1 min
Right Here Right Now
I focus on noting how this moment I have exactly what I need to be and to care for those with me. I withdraw fears and projections of...
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divinityranchvibes
- Sep 21, 2021
- 3 min
You ARE the Tension You Try to Escape
September 21, 2021, 12:59 pm Evergreen, Colorado, Carli's Salon de Estudia . Feel the tension in your heart and chest as you go about...
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divinityranchvibes
- Sep 13, 2021
- 3 min
The Art of Longing
9:57 pm, August 21, 2021 en Casa Frida, San Agustinillo, Oaxaca, Mexico Breaks squeak and a toddler calls, ah, ah, ah. Or is it ma, ma,...
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divinityranchvibes
- Sep 8, 2021
- 7 min
The Merman of Mazunte
for Janice & Siren ... Sea felt especially enamored with her own beauty today. How fine her frothy locks! How translucent her endless...
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divinityranchvibes
- Aug 22, 2021
- 2 min
rewilding
tell me how many times i must become wild again. wild, directly from how i feel to how i speak & move, no taming in between. wild, from...
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divinityranchvibes
- Aug 18, 2021
- 1 min
Make Room
Love finds me in light and spacious places. Thus do I make this place inside me, this place I occupy in the world. I prepare to touch by...
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divinityranchvibes
- Aug 8, 2021
- 2 min
The Pleasure Thief
She reveled in the palms and their shadows dancing on the concrete beside her feet. In the gentle sigh and insistent suck of the...
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divinityranchvibes
- Jul 26, 2021
- 1 min
hum + harmonize = humanize {a poem}
we hum
the sum total of notes comprising our celestial song.
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divinityranchvibes
- Jul 17, 2021
- 1 min
44 seconds
She put bloqueo automático on 4 minutes and set her phone down, screen up on her bare thigh. She looked out the front window and felt it...
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divinityranchvibes
- Apr 28, 2021
- 8 min
why the hell am i on instagram?
Today in the wake of listening to Marie Forleo interview Martha Beck in a video called “The Way of Integrity & Why You Should STOP Doing...
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divinityranchvibes
- Apr 23, 2021
- 6 min
being your authentic self & refusing to hide it, with Shana
What better day than today, following a Friday lunch date at Peter's café with Shana, to finally write the piece I've been telling my...
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divinityranchvibes
- Apr 22, 2021
- 3 min
the good kind of logging (happy Earth Day y'all)
. Let me first just tell you that I love trees. Now let me tell you why I love logging. WORDS! Logging words. Not trees. (I HATE TREE...
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divinityranchvibes
- Apr 21, 2021
- 4 min
the painful discomfort of living YOUR dream
Last night Elyse and I sat drinking our second cups of lemon and ginger tea (mine with oat milk + half & half; hers plain), Elyse on the...
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divinityranchvibes
- Apr 20, 2021
- 5 min
i am theirs & they are mine
This morning sitting here with tears in my eyes from the book I Heard The Owl Call My Name (what did I expect from “Part TWO: The depth...
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divinityranchvibes
- Apr 19, 2021
- 8 min
sexual pleasure: who's controlling who?
Today when I interviewed Tilly Storm, sensual and tantric relationship coach and the founder of the podcast Multiorgasmic Mama, she told...
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divinityranchvibes
- Apr 18, 2021
- 2 min
what is a tomboy, anyway?
let me start by saying there is nothing inherently gendered about any length of hair. now, let me share some thoughts about what...
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divinityranchvibes
- Apr 17, 2021
- 8 min
campervan chronicles: stop numero uno on el Camino
I sit in this root-meets-sacral-chakra orange chair that is sitting on the dog-drool spotted wood floor of the house Elyse and Landon are...
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divinityranchvibes
- Apr 5, 2021
- 13 min
losing my shit (letting RAGE flow freely)
losing my work Two weekends ago, on a Sunday, I spent about eight hours working on the last blog I published: campervan chronicles: how I...
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divinityranchvibes
- Apr 4, 2021
- 20 min
campervan chronicles: how I got my van
My friend Elyse asked to hear the story of how I got my van (which is technically a class c rv). So this one's for you, Elyse. about her...
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divinityranchvibes
- Apr 3, 2021
- 9 min
crossing the boundary into the underworld
slipping into shadow, dipping into darkness I don’t know what boundaries are. I was not taught anything about boundaries, or about...
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divinityranchvibes
- Mar 15, 2021
- 6 min
landing back in your own life
There’s that beautiful feeling of being, that wells up inside you, coming from nowhere and everywhere at once. Out on the prairie,...
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divinityranchvibes
- Mar 13, 2021
- 8 min
Hang out with folks you wanna be like
how vital it is to pay attention to where we’re most putting our focus, and how our lives reflect and resonate with what we focus on most.
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divinityranchvibes
- Mar 5, 2021
- 8 min
Getting what you want won’t make you happy
Getting what I think I want will not make me happy. How many times must I be reminded of this before it sinks in? This morning the...
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divinityranchvibes
- Feb 28, 2021
- 6 min
10 Ways to Find Peace & Hope Right Now
I asked the question, "What are you doing to find peace and hope right now?" Here are the answers I got. May they provide peace 'n hope!
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divinityranchvibes
- Feb 23, 2021
- 16 min
Asking for Help (in finding my AdventureMobile!)
Saturday was a hard day. I meant to spend all of it cleaning out what I thought was my new RV-to-be. To begin, much of the morning went...
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