rewilding

tell me how many times i must become wild again.
wild, directly from how i feel to how i speak & move, no taming in between. wild, from stories lived to stories shared, no distortion.
wild when pure.
i almost didnโt come down here to mexico because my Dad got really sick & had to have surgery again. (heโs doing much better now, recovering well ~ thank you everyone for your prayers & love & encouragement ๐๐๐).
after torturous deliberation, i flew into mexico city, arriving with Jonelle at night on July 29 for Carliโs 4-day bachelorette fiesta, as planned for many months in advance. the girl pack in la Cuidad, a dream.
i didnโt mean to buy my ticket back for september 7.
i thought it was for august 7 until i checked before i left.
i trusted: if i could swing it, i needed โ desired โ to stay in mexico for a month. my unconscious insisted.
friends like family & family agreed graciously & hugely to look after Peter, Roz, & Lady May Lynn while iโm gone. THANK YOU Suzi, thank you Jill, thank you John, thank you Mom.
i coulda guessed, had i been wild & clear at the time, more rewilding was in order. more rewilding always is in order.
{my life: an evercontinuing cycle of becoming wild again}.
to rewild = to restore to its natural uncultivated state.
here i am at casa frida en san agostinillo, oaxaca, re-finding my natural uncultivated state.
i become wild again in so many places. in coming to know them, i remember myself. i remember wildness & wilderness, recording stories wildly.
โwild: (of an animal or plant) LIVING or GROWING in the natural environment; not domesticated or cultivated.โ
we found our way here to mazunte/san agos on a wild hare. as magically as i ended up here & as magical as my rewilding, may such magic my stories reflect.
i want to be a wild creature singing wild stories. not a trained performer reciting what i am supposed to say.
all this wild talk is to say:
the WILD BEAUTY OF literally just BEING YOURSELF.
muy sencillo.
for me it requires constant diligence, freeing the wild me.
con suerte, iโve discovered another destino maravilloso for re-release โฆ